| okay so I finally went through all my files to find some of my music.
ever since my brother installed vista.. ive been roughin' it (music-wise)
and im definitely gunna to be satisfied for a while.
i found some of my fav stuff. =) =)
It feels good listening to all MY music. I'm tired of listening to other peoples music and not being able to come on my computer and not have it here. It sounds silly.. but anyway.
I just have the sorta "unpack" my files, folders, pics, bla bla bla..
I'm so lazy. lol.
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| i have a lot on my mind
school (which i havent even started yet)
friends ...
i dont even know where half of my friends are anymore.
i swear. im offline for.. a few months and everything is changed and no one is around. you cant find anyone anywhere.
the only people i think that will get that is people like erica, danielle, lisa, ect..
i wish there was a way i could get ahold of them..
there is, but it's not working. i call people (and their phones are off) or message them on facebook and it seems like none of that seems to work.
i want to talk to my friends how i use to.
we would just talk all the time and know everything.. then ONE thing changes and you never hear from them again. I dont like that at all. it sucks. and it makes me sad.
i cant even begin the list of the people i miss because its so damn long.
i dont really think many people use xanga anymore anyway, so its a lot easier to just type whatever i feel like typing.
im confused about everything
i still miss someone which sucks even worse
yeah i say im over it but sometimes.. i cant help it
whatev. i got way too much shit to deal with to worry about that.
i hate living here. it's getting bad.
i love rilo kiley.
i really missed writing in here. WRITING PERIOD. i havent really written a thing in months.. im doing so bad.
i wish i could have the time to talk to everyone personally and give them the updates on everything..
for some reason i feel bottled up if someone doesnt know something
im going to explode from everything i have to say to people and so many questions.
whats new? how are you? are you still dating so-and-so? things like that..
nothing IMPORTANT but i just miss everyone..
love, monica
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